汤圆节

穿上我最喜欢的2%怪婆婆t-shirt，一个人跑到本色酒吧

for dejay，她一个人是一支乐队，自己取名the pancakes

大学的时候，在书城的顶层，无意中看到一张封面简洁的cd，因为喜欢那些歌名便买下

她不红，但我相信有许多人迷恋她的歌

我喜欢她独特的声音

她写的歌

最喜欢的是她写的歌词

今天下午的名字叫做打band大过天，我在海报注明的一点之前就来到了

刚开始没什么人，我坐下来，听他们试音调音

dejay穿着可爱的裙子和靴子，面无表情的唱了几首作为试唱

我一直等到她下台，问她要签名，并把为她的歌而写的小说送给了她

她睁大眼睛认真听我说话，说谢谢，并问我的名字，然后写下

for Psyche, Dejay

字母D中间画了2点，是可爱的小猪鼻

原本以为那支日本乐队会作为压轴

结果让我等啊等，不舍离开最靠近演奏台的第一排

还来了深大的两三支乐队，音乐不错

大部分都不是我喜欢的风格，太吵，但适合现场

气氛很high

但身边的人不怎么动

来自日本的catsuo，女鼓手曾为椎名林檎打过鼓

我看见她满足投入的笑容，令人不禁也沉入进他们的音乐之中

dejay作为最后一支乐队终于上场了

她依旧面无表情

脚下有张脚形的纸，上面写着歌曲顺序

她安静，说话不紧不慢，神情独立

鼓点衬着她的歌声也是非常的安静

她唱着最后一首，hallo goodbye

若无其事的声音里有一种说不出的伤感，却又没有一点张扬

我买了她的3张碟

stereo radio / right

all already ready

everyone has a secret

once in a while

in the middle of the night

i wake up and cry

like a lost child on an isle

something hurts so deep inside

i just cannot let it slide

wanna close my tired eyes

wanna tell my friends goodbye

you come you go

like a model in a fashion show

was there something i should know

when you kicked me off the road

was there something we should know

when you're stepping on my toes

was there something you should know

when she burnt my favourite coat

don't walk away

can you try to stay

can you try to stay

for another fifty days

i will be brave

but when?

i can't say

if this day comes late

could you stay for some more days

don't walk away

can you try to stay

can you try to stay

for another fifty days

inside the grave is a different place

please don't let me down

please don't leave me in the haze

why could you come but couldn't stay

time can destroy

time can bring back all the joy

all this time i locked myself

all this time i asked myself

"where's the me you used to love?"

"where's the you who gave me love?"

doesn't matter anymore

cos i've left and shut the door